soulsearching

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10:17 a.m. - Thursday, Nov. 02, 2006

Didn't think it was possible for my throat to turn worse in the space of one hour. But it is, and it did. On top of that, I have a fever and chills. The aches seem to be affecting my bones. It hurts to do anything at all now. Miserable. To the point that I'm actually crying right now. I really need some TLC, but my Someone doesn't seem to realize how terrible I feel. He doesn't read my diary anyway, so he'll probably never find out. So I guess its up to me to pull myself out of this. ='( I hate going to the doctor alone. But what choice do I have? This is such a depressing and whiney post.

Post Halloween
8:49 a.m. - Thursday, Nov. 02, 2006

I'm feeling miserable. A relapse of tonsilitis is causing me alot of headache. I need some TLC. Badly.. *sobs* I can't eat, drink, yawn, swallow, or even talk without feeling pain. I mean, come on! Once was bad enough, but twice?! What did I do to deserve this. I haven't been mean to anyone, esp Joseph, recently, and I've been pretty well behaved! Wah lao.. Why I so suay. Well, silver lining, if it gets worse, I'll probably need to get them removed. Which means long MC. Yay! =)

Anyway, Halloween was fun! Went as a cop, or rather as how Daniel Ong put it, Sex Maniac Cop. Haha. Pity I didn't have a whip.. Would have really completed the outfit. Lol. Forgot the handcuffs too, late as usual, that's why I rushed out of the house without it. I'll put up the pictures later. Neeta's celebrating Halloween over in Perth also! So fun right ta?! All the mad rush to complete the costume, cracking your brains over what to go as, SHOPPING for the outfit! Haha. Sucks though, first time we dress up for Halloween and we're in different countries. Sigh.. Never mind, when you come back we will definately go k?! Lol.

Chicken rice and Dim Sum
6:54 p.m. - Tuesday, Oct. 17, 2006

Time flies. I'm already starting to see and hear Christmas ads! And its only October! Oh my.. Before we know it, it'll be Chinese New Year. Lol.

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Going for dinner of Chicken Rice at Goodwood Park Hotel tomorrow with Gret and Ade. I can foresee the amount of time spent giggling and gossiping and shopping! Ah! Can't wait! But oh no, there goes my diet. Think I better do some running or weights tomorrow to compensate. Or else I'll feel sooooo guilty that I'll do something silly. Dim Sum on thursday with my aunt. Another diet-ruining meal. Sighhh.. But then, who in the world can resist a free meal?? Lol.

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Counting down to Neeta coming back! 7 more weeks! Carol and Niza, I really need another Sleepover Madness. Get ready for it!! WooHoo!

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9:28 p.m. - Monday, Oct. 16, 2006

Photos from Merril's Chalet.

Playing "WetHead"

Jensen's the WetHead!

Game master Huat deciding who wears the "WetHead" through cards.

Lol. Poor Vic.

Claire.

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Daniel and I went shopping for our Halloween costumes the other time. In the end, we ended up in Toys "R" Us.

Court jester for hire.

How about a tophat wearing gentleman for the night?? Hehe.

Someone's really happy looking through the Super Hero costumes..

Weight gain. Shite.
7:23 p.m. - Saturday, Oct. 14, 2006

Fucking hell. I've gained weight. I'm 55kg now, which totally sucks. I used to be 51-52kg just 2 months ago. I don't know what happened along the way. Maybe being in a relationship does this to you. SHITE. So recently I've been running like crazy to get my weight back down to 51 again. Preferably 50kg. Doing crazy sessions of 1 hour cardio every other day, and 20mins of running and then weights on the other days.. 6 days a week. And I'm controlling my diet somemore. Less fried, sweet, oily and nonsense foods, more protein and fruits. I need to be back in shape by the end of the month man. Time's running out. I need a miracle!

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Contrary to my previous entry, I didn't get to go to the zoo in the end. I left work early that day in high spirits, once I stepped outside the club, I saw that the sky was dark and threatening to pour. I prayed for the skies to clear, but instead, while I was waiting at the pedastrian crossing, it started raining. No wait, I meant POURING. It was like the whole zoo came down on my head, if you get what I mean. So I got to the MRT station totally drenched. So I was freezing all the way home, with stares from my fellow friendly commuters. SIGH. It sucked that day. But well, at least it wasn't raining when Daniel and I went to Merril's farewell chalet at Costa Sands that night. Pretty fun, played this crazy game called "Wethead", from... Where else but Toys 'R' Us! (Courtesy of Claire) Went drinking with Daniel after the chalet which was pretty fun too. =) Sigh, Merril's gone off to Taiwan already. No more diving buddy already. So sad. =( Come back soon ok Merril? Then we can go diving again! Heh heh!
But without jellyfishes this time.