Melvin is irritating me..
9:31 a.m. - Saturday, Apr. 24, 2004

I'm scared. Scared of rejection. Scared of loneliness. Scared of being embarassed. That's why I chose not to do anything about it now. Cos I'm scared. Unless someone helps me, I think it will drag on for a long time.. Damn.

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Today is a pathetic day. Right now I'm in the Special Project room alone. Nat is as usual not in school, Jian Hong and Hui Ping are on saturday leave, Hui Yee is at ELDC, Hashim is out jogging or something, and I'm alone. This is bad.. Almost as bad as the time when only Hui Ping and I were the only ones from the Special Project team that was here on Saturday. Bleahh...

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