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9:33 a.m. - Thursday, Apr. 15, 2004

My birthday's coming up. And I'm not as happy as I thought that I would be. Maybe it's because my family is not supportive. My parents are in Thailand enjoying themselves and my brothers are giving me hell at home. My grandparents are calling me up everyday to ask when my parents are coming back so as to take money from them for the various illness that they think they are down with. My friends.. Well, generally, they are quite alright, but just when I wanted to spend my birthday with them as I feel it would be more fun and memorable, they don't seem to really want to. So I guess that I am quite disappointed in some of them.. Or maybe all of what I'm feeling is loneliness getting to me. I'm tired of always going out with my best friends and always walking in front. Alone.. No matter what I say sometimes, that I don't need a guy and that I'll rather be single and all, is actually crap sometimes. Its true, I would sometimes rather be single and have my freedom, but.... I still would like someone to share my ups and downs with, to laugh and cry with.. But well, I guess my time will come, I'll just have to wait..

Oh god, just ignore me, I'm just ranting. I think it's the hormone imbalance that speaking right now..

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