Depressed
9:34 p.m. - Monday, Jun. 16, 2003
1. How to lose a guy in 10 days
2. Ju-On
3. Finding Nemo
4. The In-Laws
5. Charlie's Angels
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Woke up at around 11+ in the morning to go visit my grandfather. He had just gotten back from the hospital for breathing difficulties. I was shocked to see how thin he was. All that was left was skin and bones. And the amount of medication he has to take just scares me, just freaking scares me. I felt so sad, and so guilty. Why? Cos I know that I will be there long after he's gone, guilty that I am still young. My grandfather looks so tired, tired of life and all its burdens. I think his time is drawing near. Probably not in the near future, but not that far away either. He's been going to the hospital a lot more often too. I feel so depressed. No mood to write anymore. Feel like crying.